meh

my life's just taken a big u-turn, it seemed like it wasn't going foward and now I know why, she didn't want it to. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCKKKKKKKK!

Thanks for messing me around! Building my hopes up and then just knocking me down! GREAT ONE! *Big thumbs up!!!!*

Funny thing is, never felt this way about any one before and it never builds to anything yet this turn of events wrecks me inside badly. I'm not a happy bunny. Has all that time of mine been wasted? Doing nice things for her, buying stuff for her, almost NEVER turning down an invitation and in turn inviting her to all the parties I'm invited to even if she knows no one else.

I know I've made a good friend and I don't really want to lose the friendship BUT I wanted it to be more, the (now apparent) false inclinations and the constant changes of heart just feel like she's taking the piss.

If love is just a game how come I've never won?

The Cribs - You're Gonna Lose Us

Laura Marling - You're No God

Kings of Leon - Wasted Time


Comments to cheer me up?

Here's my 5 tracks for the week

Devo - Whip It
Ah this track is great, can't beat the original. There's something about it that I like, even though the lyrics are quite bizaare

The Strokes - The End has No End
Listening to alot of the Strokes and this is another one I like.

Girl Talk - Bounce That
Possibly my favourite Girl Talk song. It's just an amazingly perfect, daceable tune that has been constructed (or should I say recycled?) effectively. I just love this song and if I ever hear it on a dancefloor, I would dance my heart out.

The Cribs - I've tried Everything
Just for when you're at wits end and I think this is a depressing song, due to it's lyrics. Lamenting no relationship? I'm not entirely sure but saying something's missing insuates to me a lack of girl. It's something I can relate to

Gnarls Barkley - Reckoner (Live Radiohead Cover)
I'm hoping for C-Lo and Dangermouse to do a studio recording of this. This audio is half-decent and you can hear the amazing C-Lo vocals, but I think if they record it they can give it more of a Gnarls Barkley twist.

The Cribs are a band I'm at odds to my opinion, I love some of their music, their recent Kapranos-produced album - "Men's Needs, Women's Needs, Whatever" just sounds better every time I listen to it.

I also find Ryan Jarman one of the funniest musicians ever, see one of his appearances on Never Mind the Buzzcocks, by the way is that his REAL voice?


Though I don't like their increased ramblings about remaining indie, they've had a few stabs at former best band mates (both are from Leeds), The Kaiser Chiefs. At the end of the day only the music matters, not how little major label support they have, right? Anyway The Cribs continue to make rather brilliant music.

The Cribs - My Life flashed before me eyes

The Cribs - Don't You Wanna be Relevant?

Shit! I forgot to do Tuesday Tuneage yesterday! Ah, man!

Just loving this daft punk song I hadn't heard for a while, 'Aerodynamic', to me it really induces a sense of danger that it's brilliant anime music video shows, as well as providing an interesting story



Daft Punk - Aerodynamic

Also conincedently I'm really liking the Cribs' 'Don't you wanna be Relevant' which also has an interesting cartoon video.



The Cribs - Don't you Wanna be Relevant